last resolution

Send me a train. 

And let it smash through me slowly, dispersing my fragments amid the free air like particles of beautiful, broken dust. 

I'll wait. Here. On the tracks. 

Strike fear in me until I reach my final moment.

Then release the particles that have been so long undiscovered into the wide open melodies.

Maybe I've got the wrong address, but you're the only one who driftingly understands.